Too good to be true?

So I think this is the point where I need a good, swift kick in the pants for letting any doubting thoughts in my head because I think I might be the ultimate jinx.  I sort of expected that we could have setbacks - and frankly I don't know if this is one - but I need to snap out of it and push any and all negative/doubting, etc. thoughts out of my mind and only allow the positives.

We spent a nice day at the hospital today.  Finley had a nice visit with Auntie Tammy and her grandma.  She was a little fussy during the visit and got some medicine to help calm her down.  It must have been some good medicine because she thought this comb was pretty interesting...

Shortly after this, she fell asleep and continued to snooze ALL day long (aside from when she was pooping - which she did a lot of - but then fell right back to sleep).  Anyway, her oxygen saturations were hanging a little low today - in the low 90s and dipping into the high 80s.  The doctors want her 95 and above - there is no reason now why they shouldn't be.  She did have some congestion in her throat - since she was sleeping, she wasn't coughing it up or clearing her throat so a little suctioning did help her but then she'd go back to where she was.  After we left this evening, the night nurse spoke with the on call doctor who ordered a blood gas and a chest xray.  Both came back fine - they did put her back on a little oxygen until they can figure out why her saturations aren't where they need to be.  She is also supposed to have an echocardiogram tomorrow so that should help identify any problems with her heart.  The doctor said her airway sounds like its open and that it doesn't sound like she's having trouble moving the air into her airway but when you look at her breathing - it looks like she is working harder than she should be.  Soooo...we will wait to see what happens overnight and what tomorrow will bring.
I refuse to believe she is having a setback - look how adorable she looks?  We WILL figure this out.  A fluke perhaps.  Tomorrow will be a better day...

Hopefully for all of us.  When we got to my mother-in-law's house this evening to pick up Nate - we found out that she'd had her purse stolen while she and Nate were at Dominick's this evening.  After having been on this journey for the last 9 months where we have seen nothing but the BEST in people, I guess you sort of don't think about all the bad that there is.  Mike and I can't stop talking about this - how frustrated and angry that this guy (yes its a guy - he was caught on tape) chose one of the nicest people in the world to do this too.  All I have to say is - Karma sucks pal and you have a whole lot of bad karma coming your way!  Nate says, if Iron Man had been there - he would have used his "pewers" and "pewed" the guy.

1 comments:

Melissa Dylo said...

Trace - look at that doll! So cute! I am sorry to hear about your Mother in law's purse - that is totally crappy! I am sure that after all that Finley has been through she is just getting back to her fighting self. She will do great! I will continue to have positive thoughts because that is what you have to do, right? : ) I think of you all lots and let me know if you guys need anything. Take care! HUGS! Melissa

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Finley's Medical History

Born on 8/8/2009 - Finley is taken to Children's Memorial Hospital via the transport team 12 hours after she is born.  She is having trouble breathing and is turning blue.  She is immediately admitted to the NICU.

8/9/2009 - Finley is diagnosed with Tetralogy of Fallot, a congenital heart defect and laryngomalacia, a condition that causes her to aspirate whatever she swallows in to her lungs.

8/21/2009 - Finley has open heart surgery to place a Blalock Taussig shunt to help facilitate proper blood flow.  When she is older, she will require a full repair of her heart.

9/10/2009 - Finley is released from the NICU.  Because of her laryngomalacia and reflux, she is fed 100% through a nasal gastric tube.

9/14/2009 - Finley is re-admitted to the hospital for an infection in her surgical wound.  Finley's genetic test comes back - she is diagnosed with CHARGE Syndrome.

9/15/2009 - During a CT scan to assess the infection, the doctors notice something strange on her CT.  It appears Finley has a malrotated bowel and will require surgery.

9/23/2009 - Finley is examined by the opthalmologist and she is found to have colobomas, a condition common with CHARGE Syndrome, in both eyes.  The degree of her visual impairment is unknown.

9/30/2009 - Finley has the Ladd's Procedure to correct the malrotation and also has a g-tube placed.  

10/7/2009 - Finley has a sedated ABR to check her hearing.  She has a mild hearing loss in her right ear and a moderate to severe loss in her left.  Her loss can be at least partially corrected with hearing aids.

10/8/2009 - Finley is supposed to be released from the hospital today but she has been having low blood sugars.  The endocrinology is called in to evaluate her.

10/29/2009 - Finley is finally released from the hospital with a unconfirmed diagnosis of hyperinsulinism.  Actual diagnosis requires fasting blood tests - because of her heart condition, it is not safe for her to fast.  She needs to have her blood sugar tested every three hours and we are taught how to administer an emergency glucagon injection in case her blood sugar gets to low.

11/1/2009 - Finley requires emergency injection because she cannot sustain her blood sugar.  She is taken to the local ER and transported via the transport team to Childrens Memorial.

11/10/2009 - Finley is discharged from the hospital on a 24 hour continuous feed.  We add polycose to her milk to help her keep her blood sugar at an acceptable level.

11/22/2009 - Finley is taken to the local emergency room with a bad cold - she is having trouble breathing and her oxygen saturations are low.   She is transported via the transport team up to Children's Memorial.

11/25/2009 - Finley is released from the hospital - just in time for Thanksgiving.

12/8/2009 - Finley is taken to the local emergency room for observation - she has a bad cold.

12/21/2009 - Nate is chasing the dog and the dog runs in to Finley's IV pole, knocks it down and pulls out her g-tube.  She is taken to the ER at Childrens to have it put back in.

2/10/2010 - Finley is admitted through the ER at Childrens - she has a bad cold again.  Oxygen saturations are low and breathing is labored.

2/13/2010 - Finley is released from the hospital.

4/17/2010 - Finley is taken to the ER at Childrens - she has pus draining from her belly button.  They suspect a urachal cyst - they send us home with orders to return on  Tuesday (during our scheduled visit) for an abdominal ultrasound.

4/20/2010 - Finley is admitted to Childrens for an overnight stay.  She will have a swallow study and abdominal ultrasound on Tuesday and a CT and sedated echocardiogram on Wednesday which will require anesthesia.

4/21/2010 - The anesthesiologists have trouble intubating Finley, so they call in her ENT to have a look at her.  He observes that her airway is 75% closed off - partially due to scar tissue from previous intubation and partially due to an infection.  The diagnosis is subglottic stenosis and may require her to have surgery on her airway.  She is immediately admitted to the PICU and put on a 24/7 breathing treatment and antibiotics and steroids to help reduce the inflammation.

4/26/2010 - Finley is well enough to be taken off of all oxygen.  Immunology and Infectious Disease are called in to examine Finley because the culture of her throat are growing staph and strep.  Infectious Disease is trying to figure out what could have caused her infection.  Immunology labs will be drawn to determine if Finley has an immune problem which sometime occurs with children with CHARGE.  This is the second significant infection she has had since she was born.

4/27/2010 - The lab calls to say that they mis-read Finley's airway culture.  It's not growing staph - its only growing strep.

4/28/2010 - Immunology labs are back and don't show anything significant.  Finley's lymphocyte counts are low but that isn't unusual for a child who is fighting an infection.  The doctor wants to re-examine her before her first birthday.  In the meantime she cannot have any live vaccines.

4/29/2010 - Finley is discharged from the hospital.  The ENT will do a bronchoscopy before her heart repair surgery to determine next steps on her airway issue.

5/11/2010 - Finley has open heart surgery to repair her heart.

5/17/2010 - Finley begins to show signs of infection which is later identified as a urinary tract infection.

5/25/2010 - Finley is discharged from the hospital.

5/30/2010 - Finley goes to the ER at Childrens because of fussiness, sweating, heavy breathing.  And echo later identifies that the pressure gradient around Finley's pulmonary valve is an astounding 90%.

6/1/2010 - Finley is admitted to Childrens to try a medication called Propranolol to help ease the pressure in her heart.

6/2/2010 - The Propranolol brings the pressure in Finley's heart down from 90% to 50%.  Finley has a positive test for C. difficile which will require antibiotic treatment.

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